**please excuse the messy open closet in the photo above**
This is my journey of becoming myself. I am at the years where I am leaving childhood and growing into the person I truly am and I'm realizing that it isn't always easy. Well this blog will be a place for me to let out my frustrations or anything else that I need to get out.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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I really like presenting androgynously.
My body and hair and clothing usually looks pretty boyish, almost like that of a 10-12 year old boy (except my clothes are more stylish ;P), but I always keep my face looking pretty feminine and I wear makeup. I like the contrast it brings and I feel very comfortable looking like I do.
Confession: I have never kissed anyone.
I haven’t yet had my ‘first kiss’. It doesn’t really bother me, except on occasion, but what really bothers me is that I have had the chance to many times and I’ve always said no.
When I was younger and dating a boy he made it clear numerous times that he wanted to kiss me. I always refused, though. I didn’t think I was ready.
And a couple months ago, the girl I like so so much told me she wanted to kiss me. It was very cute and lovely, but I said no, not now. Why do I always do this to myself? It was a perfect moment, too. We were talking alone in the stairwell and there was a quiet moment and we were just looking at each other and then she told me that she really wanted to kiss me. And the thing is, I really wanted to kiss her, too. I guess I got nervous. Now I probably will never get the chance to kiss this beautiful girl.
